30 weeks!!!!

30 weeks today! Where has the time gone? Just a lil more time and baby boy will be here! When i sit back and think of all that i have already gone through and where i'm at now i think its crazy..At the time it felt like everything was just moving along really slowly but in all reality its passed by at a blink of an eye. As the end draws near im excited & scared. There is so much to do and so much i'll have to do after he is here i wonder if i'll be ready or if i'll be able to handle it. I know if Gods help i can do anything!

My next appointment for the baby is on Monday and i get a special ultra sound to check on my placenta, hopefully everything looks good and goes smoothly.
Im having some really sharp pains lately and damn do they hurt! :( Well, i'll fill you all in more on the pregnancy after my appointment when i find out more!..

Brock & I well as i always say i have no idea! Now i just have this attitude of whatever happens happens and God has a plan so it will all work out in the end the way God wants. He has already set a plan for us and he decides what will happen and nothing i say or do will change that! I can't say its easy to have that attitude, but i have to much to worry about and i cant just sit here and worry about it..Baby boy is coming and right now he has got to be my number one!! ( just like you said SONYA!!!) I still sit here and worry about brock and i and i still get annoyed alot by what he does, but thats not what my world revolves around anymore!!!

So please pray my appointment goes well.. and that Brock & I get better and that he steps up as a father( cuz right now its not looking so good)..

~Hannah + Baby